So I have been thinking on salvation as a young child? You know when a child between the ages of 3-8 prays and asks Jesus into their heart. I was one of those kind of kids. I remember at a young age asking my dad to pray with me so I could have Jesus in my heart. To be honest, I don't remember exactly how old I was or what I prayed that night. I do remember it was during revival services at the mission school where my parents worked. I know that I probably prayed about being a sinner and wanting Jesus to save me, but that is about all I can recall. Like myself, most of my children too have prayed similar prayers in these young years. Prayers of simple child like faith. Are these true prayers of salvation?
My question is since we as people can't
truly understand in our human minds the concepts of relationships,
death, and sacrifice until we have matured in our minds (which starts
happening at puberty), can we truly understand salvation and the need
for it? As I grew and developed into a young lady, I remember
another time in my spiritual life when I felt called to make a
commitment to God. This was at church camp when I was thirteen.
This commitment wasn't just a desire to have Jesus be my savior and
be able to go to heaven someday. No this was a new decision. A
decision to serve and love the Lord with all of myself. This
decision was made with more mental awareness of what Jesus had truly
done for me, and with the understanding that I could truly have a
personal relationship with God.
So, was I saved as a little girl when
I prayed with my daddy, or was salvation really gained later when I
truly understood the message of the Gospel?
As I have watched my own children go
through this same process of praying the simple children's prayer of
faith for salvation, and then later struggling through to find their
own personal understanding of who Jesus is and what he has done for
them, I have wondered about this salvation assurance that is
preached. Recently, I have watched my son Brenden go through this
process. I can tell you about the day he prayed and asked Jesus into
his heart as a little boy. But in the last year or so I have watched
him as he has struggles to come to terms with what he truly believes
about Jesus, God and the Bible. He is thirteen and going through
those normal identity issues that all teens go through. He has to
question and ponder whether he believes what his parents have taught
him, or if there may be a different truth. It has truly been a joy
to watch this process in him. He is like his father, and is a quiet
thinker. He doesn't feel the need to shout out the answers and talk
through everything. Instead, he quietly listens and learns, and
watches and studies. In the last couple of months, I could see that
it was all starting to line up in his heart and mind. That the TRUTH
of God's Word was revealing itself to him and then it happened. At
just the right time, he heard the call to make a commitment to the
Lord and he stood and made that choice to make GOD the Lord of His
life.
So, now was he truly saved as a little
boy when he prayed that simple prayer of faith, or was it not until
he wrestled through his Faith that he was saved.
Well, here is my thoughts. I believe he received the wonderful gift
of forgiveness and eternal salvation at the moment he in faith
believed and asked for it. Ephesians 2:8
For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith —and this is
not from yourselves, it is the gift of God .Was that when
he was a little boy, or a teen? I truly don't know because I can not
see inside his heart. But what I do know is that God knows His
children and he claims them to himself. Ephesians
1:4-5 For he chose us in him before the creation of the world to be
holy and blameless in his sight. In love he predestined us for
adoption to sonship[c] through Jesus
Christ, in accordance with his pleasure and will—
As I read the story of Jacob in the Old
Testament I see that he had a relationship with God even before he
wrested with Him and found his faith in him. I also notice in this
story that Jacob after wrestling with God has times when his faith is
weak. But, God is ever faithful to Jacob. Genesis
27-29 So, I know that God seeks out His children and calls
them to himself.
I also know that many would say that
the prayer of salvation is the first step in our relationship with
God, and that the act of sanctification starts in this second step of
devoting our lives to Christ. But I have also seen (especially in
people whom come to salvation as adults) this desire to make God the
center of ones life as a direct result of salvation, immediately take
place.
As I have pondered these things about
salvation as a child, I have felt blessed to have been raised in a
Godly home. I feel privileged to offer God's truth to my own
children while they are young. Because the Truth was constantly
available to me as a young girl, it was easy to grasp it and take
hold of it. It allowed me to place my trust in God even as I went
through those years of finding my own identity as a teen. It
continues to be the foundation I stand on when doubt and insecurity
come my way. You see I believe that true faith takes place daily, as
we take up our cross daily. There is in this world always going to
be things that come to distract us from God, and confuse us about
what is true, but if we learn and follow His ways we can be assured
of our eternal salvation. Luke 9:23-27 Then
he said to them all: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny
themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me. For whoever
wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life
for me will save it. What good is it for someone to gain the whole
world, and yet lose or forfeit their very self? Whoever is ashamed
of me and my words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of them when he
comes in his glory and in the glory of the Father and of the holy
angels.
“Truly I
tell you, some who are standing here will not taste death before they
see the kingdom of God.”
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